Saturday, January 22, 2011

Down But Not Out...

...That's right.....I'm down, but I'm not fucking out.

I have no direct source of internet at the moment, which is why I am more scarce than an intelligent thought in Furbush's twisted up brain.

I am also conducting a bit of a social experiment on myself. It should be interesting Who knows.... I'm a little nervous... I don't know what it will do to me. But fuck it... Who cares...?  It Could Be Cool.

Well fuck you, I'm out for now. Keep an eye out for the Project MayHAM Podcast  hitting some shitty, low-rent website near you... it should be a gas....

Due to the fact that it has been brought to my attention that certain individuals are coming to this sanctuary of twisted thoughts and broken dreams, so that they may utilize these said "thoughts and dreams" to their "advantage", so they think they have an idea of whats going on with the authors (of said "thoughts and dreams"). Well... YOU know who you are, and I DEFINITELY know who you are.... So I leave you with this:


Mind Your Business, Cunt...

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Friday, January 14, 2011

I Ain't Dead Yet....

... I"m just getting fucking started.


It's high time I started spilling. I haven't slept in two days. I'm sitting here, on my couch at midnight. My daughter is sleeping soundly in her new bedroom.... Arielle... with my unborn son inside her uterus.. is snoring in my bed... And I sit here. attempting to watch The A-Team movie. I'm just plain exhausted. I need some rest... All the sleep in the world has left me increasingly lazy, depressed, and completely unmotivated.... so now, we're gonna try sumpin' different. Fuck sleep. Everyone else is sleeping... Maybe now I can be a little fucking productive....  I just want to be left alone. The madness of my life has all at once inspired me and robbed me of any sense of creativity I once had. I feel this need to get some stuff out there... but nothing is popping in my head. There are too many distractions in the daylight hours.

A friend sent me an e-mail last week... " Twist out of reality"... If it were only that easy. Every time I think things are under control, Shit gets even weirder... My relationships are beginning to rapidly deteriorate. I'm erratic, nasty, and cold to the people I should be closest to.... That's putting it lightly... I've been a prick... to everybody.A.... I have zero remorse.... and B... It's probably gonna get worse before it gets better. Cigarette Time.

I'm making a pledge right here and now. The first installment of The Project MayHAM PodCAST will be available In the next 7 days....And... Blank page be damned... This sad sack of stress is going to begin work on something big. Like... real fucking big. Stay tuned.
I'm just getting started.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011