Suppose I Say...

... that I may or may not be sorta liking this little ruse. Suppose I say that I may be falling into the trap that I knew was coming all along.
I hate myself right now.
A simple task.
Remove the one thing in your life that makes you miserable....
What the fuck?
Why can't I do it?

I verbally admitted to her yesterday that I was starting to like her again.... Where have my balls gone? Have I forgotten? What's the deal?
I'm WEAK... I need to man up...